It's easy to feel guilty when you're taking time to do something for yourself. To one degree or another, we all get get wrapped up in our work, but I think it's especially true with grad school, because it's more than just a job. It is a job, but it is also something we are striving for, trying to learn and accomplish and prove ourselves: something we are trying to earn . The idea that it's ok to step back from that, to take a break and disconnect, especially in our "nose to the grindstone" culture, feels like laziness, that to do anything but push towards this goal makes us unworthy. I slacked off this past weekend. I got one of my labmates to take care of my cell line, I skipped the lab meeting, I didn't go to the seminar Friday afternoon. I got in my car Friday morning, and I drove all the way to other side of the state. I didn't bring any papers or notes or data to work on. I did bring my laptop, but only for uploading pictures and pla...
A first hand account of my experience as a PhD student in the biomedical sciences, related in real time as I'm going through my program. The focus of this blog is going to be more on the human experience than the specifics of the science, but there will be plenty of science in that experience. You can follow on Twitter @TheMacAran